Remember a while back I blogged saying that my life seemed to be just too busy, that I was ready to just chill out for a day or too, have time to read, to blog, to go for a walk, to see my friends... well those days have now become far too frequent.
I'm finding myself home most days with little to do but sit and think about how I don't really have a job. OK, so I do have a part time job, but I'm not getting a ton of shifts, and they are all evening shifts, so therefore I'm home most days. And in all honesty, I'm bored of my Steph days.
I feel like all my time off is just wasted wallowing in boredom; flicking through tv channels not really watching anything, browsing though pintrest, or just reading away. My days feel very, well, empty. And because I'm not doing much I have less energy and motivation to do anything compared with when I was super busy. I'm craving busyness, but its just not coming. I feel really lazy, and I hate that.
C'mon job, I'm ready for you now...
